刘力扬一个人就好(台湾偶像剧《爱就宅一起》插曲)：
作词/作曲：徐旻铃 编曲：郑楠
街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好
为什麽 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
为什麽 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
This song came as a surprise to me as i was watching the drama. The drama was slow but quite impactful due to the shooting and the show of feelings by the actors. This song was on air when they shot Momo (protagonist) standing in front her parent’s grave, without her sis with her. It totally portray the kind of “alone-ness” that the director was trying to tell the whole world. It reminded me of the time when i was ostracised in primary and secondary school, the time when my dad passed away and i had to handle the bulk of everything: from relatives’ ridiculous ranting to my mum’s emotional breakdown. Friends were there for me and i totally appreciate it but they have their own things to juggle and i can’t expect them to take on my emotions throughout that whole period. But when i look back and see that, i realised how strong it has made me. It really affirmed my thinking 我一个人很好. I know it sounds super hermit and anti-social but it sustained me. it pulled me through the worst time in my life and i’ve survived. battered emotionally but still alive. I’m alive and still positive, so it’s a blessing rite?
Come to think about it, in a way, we all have been by ourselves all the while. When nothing is left, we still have ourselves. Our family and friends will be there, to support us, but all the decisions we make, we have to do it ourselves. And i think knowing ourselves and being ourselves is important, and we facing ourselves is the most important things to do, but not all of us can do that. We face ourselves when we are alone, so dun be afraid of being alone. Spending sometime with ourselves is important as it gives us the opportunity to learn about ourselves, for us to grow.
In the end, the world still turn and sun still shine, and no other ppl should answer for us, except our own.
Hee these are my opinion la
Jia yiu gal~
By: shiiweii on May 10, 2009
at 2:08 pm
that’s why i always admire you, you know? cos rite you can live on ur own. i dun think i can you know? one day, when my mum’s gone, i think i’ll just sit there and cry and do nothing… maybe after a mth or so, i’ll pull myself up but i’ll be paralysed mentally. that’s why i always force myself to be strong since it’ll prepare me for any accidents/incidents that may paralyse me.
By: 1wrong on May 14, 2009
at 8:33 am